January 2011
53 posts
2010
you were not good to me. i am breaking up with you, and i am not sure how much i will miss you. please tell 2011 to be better to me; i will be waiting.
December 2010
62 posts
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ain’t it amazing - spending forever...
6/7: gluttony.
day one - pride; seven great things about yourself. day two - envy; seven things you lack and covet. day three - wrath; seven things that piss you off. day four - sloth; seven things you neglect to do. day five - greed; seven worldly material desires. day six - gluttony; seven guilty pleasures. 1. cute boys. i think that’s pretty self explanatory. 2. unhealthy foods - milkshakes, chicken...
5/7: greed.
day one - pride; seven great things about yourself. day two - envy; seven things you lack and covet. day three - wrath; seven things that piss you off. day four - sloth; seven things you neglect to do. day five - greed; seven worldly material desires. 1. a car; specifically a hot, sexy roadster like the aston martin vanquish, porche carrera GT, audi TT and infiniti coupe…just to name a...
4/7: sloth.
day one - pride; seven great things about yourself. day two - envy; seven things you lack and covet. day three - wrath; seven things that piss you off. day four - sloth; seven things you neglect to do. 1. update my resume, write a cover letter and apply for jobs. i think that is pretty self explanitory. 2. clean my room until i watch hoarders on netflix and freak out about being a hoarder myself...
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you become what you pretend to be.
how do you know you are in love with someone? one.
i have these sporadic moments where all i want to do is jump in your arms. nothing triggers it - my heart just wants it right then and there, and is willing to do anything to be satisfied.
karen day totally failed this year.
3/7 wrath (writing this entry made me seriously...
day one - pride; seven great things about yourself. day two - envy; seven things you lack and covet. day three - wrath; seven things that piss you off. 1. rude people via IMchat and phone calls. i get so irritated when people hang up on me without saying good-bye, or sign off on me abruptly when i am having a conversation on them and never sign on again for hours. because it is...
just fucking listen to me.
why can’t you just fucking shut your mouth and just listen to what i have to say?
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2/7: envy.
day one - pride; seven great things about yourself. day two - envy; seven things you lack and covet. 1. confidence; i have a tendency to put myself down, or define my worth by the way others negatively treat me. i get really angry at myself, and i know it is a really pointless and self-destructive nature. i can’t help it - i need help. 2. money; need i say more? 3. a dream career;...
“You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before she may love...”
– Bob Marley on How to Love a Woman (via daphneemarie)
reblog everytime. ♥.
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never ignore a person who loves you and cares for...
“I know exactly how that is. To love somebody who doesn’t deserve it. Because...”
– Running With Scissors (via daphneemarie)
breaking point.
the truth is that i know i overreact. i know i get dramatic. i know that sometimes, a lot of times, there are too many ridiculous and nonsense moments that people deal with, laugh off and move on. and i know, i know, i always say things i don’t never mean.
the real truth is that i still get like this. i go off on this tangent where i go inside myself and hate, hate, hate. i make myself...
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my 1000th post will be this, and i will end 2010...
day one - pride; seven great things about yourself. 1. i love hard. whether someone is my friend, my significant other, or my family - i can’t give up on people that i’ve poured my time, effort, and emotions into. i don’t let go easily, and if they still want me, they will always have me. 2. i know what i want in life. i just need some help and pushes to get me there. 3. i make...
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my heart stills when your lips kiss my forehead.
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You can't
imyourcharm:
When I feel sad, I want you to comfort me. I want to tell you everything, and then have you make me feel better.
But I can’t. Because telling you would make you even more upset. So with all the strength I can muster, I keep it to myself and hide the tears from you. Because you are the reason why I’m sad.
this is pretty much…perfect. everything i wanted to say in a...
Some girls act like bitches so they won’t get...
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& if you hadn’t gone and done me wrong,...
whenever you say or do something disappointing,
i think “well, the next guy i meet will not make the same mistake.”
it doesn’t make me feel any better.
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to love someone new.
it isn’t about opening your heart again. and it isn’t about retelling your past. it’s not about recreating memories, or making new ones. it’s not about sharing secrets again, trading stories again, or readjusting to another routine again. it’s not even about getting to know someone new and letting them get to know you - love you.
it is about giving up someone...
The awkward moment when you're doing really good...
story of my life. except this happens in DDR too.
returning feelings.
lately, i have begun feeling… lost. depressed. upset. borderline insanity.
overall, just empty. what is wrong with me?
on saying the truth.
i wasn’t lying - the gift was really one hundred and fifty $s.
and the marks on the legs were self-inflicted. you should’ve asked what happened.
you're not a liar.
you’re just full of shit.
Don't make decisions when you're angry, don't make...